had way too much caffeine yesterday

which explains why I'm still awake at 4 AM. I'm really messing with my sleep patterns here. lol

I've got a ton of stuff to do, and haven't had much drive lately to do any of it. I'm not quite sure why that is. I know what it is I have to do. I've got a plan. What I don't seem to have much of is self discipline. I need to work on that.

rearranging

I spent the other day rearranging my bedroom. I've been meaning to do it for some time now, but hadn't gotten around to it. I still want to paint and get new curtains/comforter set/etc but moving the furniture around to how I want it is a very good first step to claiming the room as my own. It really is all about me. :)

new beginning, new blog

I've spent the past couple of years dealing with infidelity and the destruction of my long-term marriage. Now my focus has changed to rebuilding, and in some ways, re-creating my life. So new beginning, new blog. Let's see if I can tap into the good in my life enough to write about it the way I can when I tapped into the anguish and sorrow.